ok guys... if u had read the previous entry... PLEASE.. please ignore it!!! haha!!! its my damn annoying couzin who is trying to sabo me and trying to imitate my style of typing!!! he said he wanna test me or sumting like dat cum sabo.. haha.. wth~ ishhhh... siak ah he.. not funny seh.. den just now when im working he can somemore at phone sound innocent!! haha.. later i meet him i strangle him.. haha.. sorry dear... hakz.. ~
anyway.. today work was great.. tiring but great ah.. haha.. getting use back to the place.. haha. wooosh~ haha.. den meet dear.. go eat wif her frens.. never go dance today.. so crew.. haha.. so yah.. haha love her!
i will update more later! haha.. now tired ah...
*love her ah!*
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 11:09 PM
haiyah!!!
dance floor... it was not as great as expected.. but hey!! now i realized there soooo many dance talents in Singapore!! it was great to see a variation of dances from Ballet, salsa, disco, raggae, hip hop and etc...! haha.. and was great ah.. really fun.. haha.. BUT...
Forza didnt get in the dance floor...!!! due to some unforseen circumstances.. but its ok.. haha.. at least we got the experience and exposure lor.. haha.. but nvm, dance floor TOO much commitment and VERY strict anyway.. haha.. next up, Forza maybe got a performance coming up and oso another competition, Pulse.. ahakz! it will be great... so keep lookout for us yeah~ hakz! and thanx to all those who support me and etc,.. hakz.. support us more k!! haha..
and today.. well... today is monday.. went to watch Singapore idol result live at indoor stadium!! omg.. it was really damn high and noisy!! haha.. got alot of performances by the top 10 finalist, rahimah rahim(the old one mind u), ENERGY, Electrico, Taufik batisah and of course the 2 finalist.. haha.. it was great ah.. my ear pain pain.. ahakz!! soo many shouts and screams.. but ah, today i sick sia.. soo quite irritating ah my cough, flu and noisy environment.. but still, i enjoy it!! later i update wif pics ok!!! haha..
sooo tmr going work.. at Hyatt hotel at banquet.. easier lar work there.. somemore my bro in law there oso.. haha.. so he can help me.. hakz.. den D sms me and told me Thursday Forza got dance rehearsal!!! wooosh!!! i hope can make it! haha.. so yah.. haha.. alot of events happening.. but great ah~ haha.. but still... i cannot miss prayers too much!! hakz.. nvm.. at work place can pray oso.. cey.. haha
so yah~ haha.. im still sick and hopefully tmr become better!!! i dont like ah sick sick.. ishhh.. haha.. somemore ah.. during fasting month!!! hakz
so yah.. get better soon fadz!! hakz!
* weeeee *
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:11 AM
haha.. wow... we just finished our dance just now arnd 11.30pm...
and i just ate my meal for one whole day just now at 12am.. haha..!
well.. the day started out ok ok.. den it got worse.. and lastly at nite, it became better. Sorry dear.. i love u.. haha.. i see u later in the morning ah! haha.. bluek~
and magg!!!! bro, relax.. i knew u stress out.. and thanx cos just now when i need someone to talk to u listen.. haiz.. i hope u get better soon iight.. haha.. deng~
and woooooooooooshhhhhhhhhh!!!! TODAY IS DANCE FLOOR AUDITION!!!!!!IM VERY DAMN NERVOUS!!!! argh!! haha.. meeting the Forza at arnd 5+am.. we rehearsing for the last time, den we going there arnd 7am.. haiizzzz.. im worried!!! i love our steps!!! its not the kiddish2 steps of course.. its damn high and power ah.. the difficult thing is the synchronising cos the steps damn fast... heh.. we dancing reggae and hopefully the judge will be impress wif our 1 1/2 minute of audition!! and Forza... thanx.. thanx for accepting me as the only male in ur group and gave me the chance to dance wif u gerls!!! haha.. i love u gerls!!! and dont worry iight!!! we do our best tmr!!! wooosh!!! haha!
wish me luck guys!!!!
and btw.. to those who sms me and wanna go watch tmr to support... later i sms in the morning if u guys can come anot.. cos i scared its a close audition and u guys cannot come in.. anyway.. to know that u guys wanna come and support is good enuf for me.. haha... love ya too!!! wish us luck!!!!
weeeeeee~
* ^_^v *
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:52 AM
well.. my body aching rite now.. and im sooooo tired dat i slept for entire day.. haha.. sorry dear never go out.. haha.. anyway today entry is for fun and myself.. so.. if u guys wan, just continue reading then! heh~
welll.... starting from next week to saturday, i guess there will be rehearsals everyday! ahakz! wohoooo~ im enjoying it! haha.. but tiring of course.. and if anybody know where to get GREEN SINGLET that is for dance please tell me.. and who have WHITE jacket wif zip and hood please tell meee oso.. haha.. i dunoo how the hell im getting those~ i went to the shops at tampines interchange and only got black, grey or white singlets.. die~~~~
haiz.. my bro magg said to me, "i dont know im heading in my life" in malay lar.. and i tot about it...
well.. i decided. I love playing guitar and feel the flow of music.. but i still got alot to learn of course to be the best... and i got a dream to be a star.. a rockstar.. i wanna perform live with my band... and i dunno how long it will take to achieve that dream.. but if there is hope, i will go down that path... However, now... i really wanna achieve to be a dancer.. i decided that i wanna focus on dance and techniques and be best in one thing... cos until now, i love to do all rounded thing. I beatbox, sing, dance, act, musical instrument and all kind of sports i participated and do.. but.. i am never focus in 1 main thing.. and now i really discover my real passion. and its Dance.. when i dance.. i tend to forget all problems and concentrate on it. I really feel the music and move to it. Its feels like to be free of things/problems/burden/responsibilties and etc.. however, i too have a lot to learn in dance.. and i will try to achieve to be a great dancer.. even if my future of dancing is far or impossible, i will train hard and dance. And if in the future i didnt achieve to be a great dancer or star, at least i have no regret in life cos i had tried it and i am proud to have experience it. BUT until then, i would strive to be a great dancer...
wah~ haha.. its like my resolution of the year.. only it is now.. no.. its not due to the dance floor competition.. i always wanna dance since i was in my secondary school year.. but in secondary school year, i was still a kid and we only dance for teachers day and cheerleading for sport day.. and now, when im growing up.. i want to do a more serious dance.. hakz.. yeah... bluek~ hakz!
so yah.. as i was saying at first.. support my dance group this saturday k!! IF everything goes well.. haha.. i really hope we get tru the audtion.. even though the chances MAY be 80%, 50%, 10% or even 1%.. all is not lost as long as it is not 0%... haha.. weeee~ i will update u guys on friday if all goes well on the timing den.. till den.. i wont be updating the blog i GUESS for the rest of the week.. haha.. except friday maybe.. hakz.. so...
* love everyone! *
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 9:59 PM
well... here i am.. blogging about what happened to me this 2 days..
on Wednesday, woke up early in the morning to go for some job interview. damn i waste freaking time sia... what the foooodddd.. well.. after dat i straight go samba camp at 6.45pm, just in time for dinner!!! wooosh!! haha.. it was great to see the people in samba again.. after food, we go and watch Santana concert in LT.. wow.. its like what the hell ah... of course santana play damn well lar.. haha.. my favourite is Smooth.. hakz.. den after dat i do some space walking with them and it was such a pain!! haha.. they are sooo difficult to handle than my dramatec people.. lol.. they keep making jokes and etc.. but it was fun all the same.. den we play a "scavenger-hunt" game where there are crime scenes and characters around the school.. we have to find clues and solve what happened on the crime scene.. it was damnnnn irritating but fun! haha.. den after dat everyone lepak and watch movie.. den eat.. den ghost stories.. den one by one ochestra music appear.. *snoring lar!*.. haha.. left me, zat and kin by 6am.. den we slept for 2 hrs.. haha.. tiring sia....
den on Thursday, today..
woke up and bath of course.. den go eat.. den after dat we do our group individual instrumental pieces.. lol... we have to create our own music wif the limited people and instruments.. and so.. my group 2 we do some stupid BUT original stuff.. lol.. it was damnnnn funny sia! haha.. and we are like crapping all the way lar.. me and bert.. mir oso.. haha.. and we won prize.. wooosh! haha.. fun lar.. while waiting for results.. me and bambang do some commercial break.. we go up to front and just sing imprompto songs since everyone want us to play.. haha.. and it was damn funny!! i had the members joining too.. haha.. especially the samba camp song! haha.. everyone was like pratically putting up their hand and sing along! haha.. wah.. its like a small gig of my own.. heh~ fun!!
den go home after slack in school and rest(sleep on floor).. haha.. den at home.. i ate den at 7.45pm met our dance coach.. haha.. den we went and meet the rest of ForzaIrresistable team.. haha.. i tink like dat ah our team name.. haha.. im Fadz Forza.. haha.. fun ah.. today dance was more comfortable and easier.. it was girl hip hop sooo we do quite alot of smooth body and shake.. it was damn fun.. haha.. den after dat we had our "test".. we have to dance freestyle individually.. i was 1st SINCE im the ONLY boy in the group.. haha.. nabeh pop pop.. den after adt pad.. den dee.. den irah and lastly fifi.. haha.. nice sia.. hakz.. it wa great and fun ah.. den we end the nite by dancing for the last time.. SAturday meeting them EARLY in the MORNING at around 8-9.30am to go dance at SMU!!! wahhhhhhhh... hakz.. go there with them.. fun ah they all.. especially irah... keep making stupid jokes and hyper sia she.. now i felt more comfortable and today.. i wore shoe for dance! haha.. so feel more at ease lor~
so yah.. i really enjoyed these 2 days.. haiz.. only got a few setbacks... haiz...
to u... im sorry if u are hurt again.. im sorry IF im useless to you.. im sorry.. but i still love u.. and i still want u.. but im quite tired of the thing dat u are tired too.. u know wat i mean.. but still.. im sorry and thanx for still being here.. i love u... and hope things will be better..
woosh~! haha.. so yeah..
until next time folks...
* great days.. *
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 11:33 PM
okie...
i been working hard to find job.. lol.. not working hard at work but finding work.. nabeh cinabet lar... nowadays ah soooo many stupid sales job. aiyohhh... i want to find a proper and fun and loving job!!! argh! die die.. how ah?? tell me ler.. if anyone can help me find job pleaseeee tell me..
well, the other day,Saturday, got gang picnic.. it was damn lovely and fun! lol.. we did sooo many games and dares and stuff..lol.. at East Coast.. but the totureous thing was the toilet!!! it was damn far lar!!! haha.. i tink i wanna piss oso burst sia.. haha.. which me and Dev(sha boifren) nearly did.. we like jumping arnd on the way to the toilet cos we cant hold anymore,.. lol..
so.. i heard the animals in the zoo making noise and jumping here and there.. i heard the plane crash in the amazon jungle.. i hearddddddddddd........
BUL's BDAE!!!! HAPPY 18th BDAE BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.. at long last.. the youngest among the boys in the gang had turn 18 yesterday.. lol.. wah!!! haha.. today was supose to be his celebration but sorry bro i didnt come!! i really wan to!!! im really sorry k! haha.. well.. this guy, bul, is the gang bibik.. lol! no lar.. our dearest bro too//.. we had gone tru so many thing and well.. its been great this 5/6-7 years.. haha.. always kena disturb but still.. he is sporting and take jokes.. haha.. well.. happy 18th bdae bro and wish u have all the bananas in the world.. ooppss.. i mean happiness! haha
^_^v
* x_X bdae... ooooo*
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 11:17 PM
well.. hallozz peepz.. haha... today will be a short entry..
to dear,
~Happy 4 Months!!!! woohhooo!!! haha!!~
today is really fun and exciting. I enjoy today. Watched Monster House and go eat and etc wif dearie.. haha.. i really enjoyed today.. thanx for the cute present dearie.. haha.. hope u enjoy today alot and had a nice time.. ;p
dear, thanx for today... love u alot!! And from now, let us be better k. Sorry if i hurt u and thanx for everything.. <3 u...
i will update more wif pics and etc! too tired now! haha... later den!!!
* love her *
~tata~
us by the bay.. haha
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 1:27 AM
well... i am.. utterly dissapointed.. truly i am...
well.. i dunnoo wat to say.. i guess i rite to where i am now huh... hmm...
well... today had a lovely day wif hannah.. hakz.. LUCKY for me she wanna accompany me find job! haha.. cos i scared she wont reply cos i sms her 3+am mah! haha.. so we met at 11.30am at dhobu ghout... den we like stupid ppl ler sitting by the side and choosing jobs.. haha.. i wore an old school style today.. wif my "click 5 like" hair and den i button up my long white sleeve shirt to give the smart and jap kinda look.. haha.. so yah..
was VERY tired.. we first go Tanjong Pagar.. haha.. we soooo bendan dat at 1st.. we took the train to Pasir Ris!!!! stupid! haha.. but luckily i look tru the map and realized that tanjong pagar was the other way.. haha.. wth.. den we go and apply 2 job there.. then we go Bugis, met mel and yvonne den me and hannah go another interview.. haha.. at last.. by our last interview, which we hope we really get (standard chaltered * i tink the spelling lyk dat * bank), we are sooo damn tired and super duper hungry and thirsty cos we havent eat and drink! haha..and at last, we went to Banquet.. gosh.. like heaven sia when we get our 1st sip of drink!! haha.. so yeah.. haha..
den hannah went back to Bugis to meet her boifren and i went home.. haha.. she super duper tired lor.. she jelous dat i get to go home and rest! ^_^v haha! but den again.. i was the one who suppose to be jelous cos go home and never meet anybody else.. oh well..
haiz.. ~wtf... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh! ~
*just letting go of some fuck up feeling.. and im having headache ah..*
haha.. haiyoh.. so Wednesday meeting Hannah most probably.. see lor.. haha..
*a meaningful day*
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 8:06 PM
first of all...
I love my family..
haha..
den..
i love Her...
then..
haha.. thats all..
no lar... actually.. i wanna say...
~HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MAGG!!!!~
yup yup.. you all heard it rite.. our little bro finally turn 18 today.. Ishi bdae was during exam week so we cant celebrate much.. haha.. but him ah.. haha.. so yah.. today me, lala, bul, fri, magg, raz and ishi went out to celebrate his birthday.. haha.. enjoy today.. haha.. we go eat.. den hang out.. den go Swensen.. where Magg HAD TO STAND ON THE CHAIR WHILE EVERYONE SINGING BIRTHDAY SONG FOR HIM!!! haha.. wth.. haha.. so yah.. its been great.. den we go jamming.. had a great and fun day today lar.. haha.. so yah.. its the magg's birthday... haha.. and we enjoy.. hope u does too bro.. haha.. 5 yrs and still counting.. haha.. wif the gang.. haha.. really awesome.. wish him luck in the future and hope he achieve his dream...
and ishi!! we make up for yours tau!!! jangan kecik hati.. haha.. si bul bdae is... 11th September.. next week.. haha...
well....
whos birthday coming up again???? ( pretend as if forget his birthday! haha) no lar...
haha.. so yah.. soo once again.. happy birthday magg!
*fun!*
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:10 AM
us by the bay.. haha