elloz... hmm..
so.. hows the world doing out there??? haaa...
i heard sadness and disappointment and all blues feeling is in the air today.. lol... hmmmm
so yah... there's a story lar about a boy(someone i know) that i get to know that i wanna share.. haha... so here lar.. hakz..
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It was a day before school reopen. The boy was excited as he went to sleep because he got an appointment the next day at a certain time. Before he went to sleep, he tried to match some clothes to look "nice" for the date. So, feeling happy with the clothes he put in together, he went to sleep...
On the next day, he reached school just in time for his lesson. He got gastric pain but he just bear with the pain. So, after hours of learning and writing, it was finally lunch time. So he went to lunch with his friends. He bought some light food because of the date later, so he do not want to be too full. After that, he got lessons and at some times of the day, he got frequent headache which he tired to shake away. And to top it all, he was quite stress with the school work and etc. However, he keep looking at the time as he was looking forward to his date. He thought that maybe he could end his day nice and sweet.
So at the time he was supposed to meet the gerl, he waited excitedly with his friend. However, after waiting for 15 minutes, the girl still doesn't appear and he got to meet his captain for a while to discuss some stuff. So, thinking that she understand, he rushed off to meet his captain for awhile. When he reached the office, he had to wait for awhile as his captain was on the meeting. So he keep worrying whether she will wait there or she will just walked off. After he done with his discussion, he quickly went to the place before and he saw the girl from far.
At first, he was sooooooooo happy that the girl was wearing the exact same color as him. As he approached near, he was taken aback when he was rudely shouted at. He didn't know what went wrong because he just arrived. And then, things get worse. She wanted to leave and this further puzzled the boy. So he agreed because it is useless for him to say anything. So, when he got up to send her, he saw his friend coming towards him to say something. And he saw another friend walking toward another direction due to a problem. So, he went to his 1st friend and say hi, then he went to his 2nd friend to ask him what happened. As he turned around, he saw the girl walked off, leaving him there. The girl stared at him and just looked away, which furthered worsened the situation.......
And the boy started off with " FUCK LAR................................................(u know what come next) "
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haha.. im like laughing abit lar when i heard about this.. haiz.. i dunnoo.. its soooooo... mixed up. haha.. because the boy told me that he didnt meet his captain for partying... he was looking forward to the day.. he wanted to have a nice ending for the day... he even prepared clothes.. hmm... hah~
hmm.. maybe... i dunnooo.. haizzz.... welll.... hakz.. this one is another one lar.. but not anything that suppose to bother u commoners.. hakz...
---------" hmm.. u keep asking me what i like about you.. you know why i didnt reply?? Not because i dont love you or anything like that.. because i have been trying to safe it for the MOMENT(if it comes)... and u know that.. BUT u still want to know.... haiz...
The reason.. was simply because to me, u are beautiful.. nice.. fun... lovable.. cute... manje... outgoing... and loud.. Funny BUT this is wat i like best in a girl.. and u came.. with all that.. i like it.. and i fall for u.. i know that u have some "not- nice-side" but i still like u.. i like u the way u are.. cos u are everything u are to me.. and u are special.. u are lovable.. but until when... i dunoo.. "-------------
hahhhh... haha.. so yah.. haiz.. i guess that it is not gonna be for special moments anymore.. haiz.. haha... becos.. becos.. becos... hakz.. i dunnoooo.. heh~ hmm... haha.. haiz.. dunnoo lar.. so many things to ponder on.. haiz.. im having headache oso.. hakz (like the story seh.. haha)... and.. im becoming siao.. hakz.. haiz...
well.. maybe.. as Kay said... "somethings are just not explainable.. somethings are just there because it is special.."
i guess u should head for this advise.. but i guess not.. hakz..~
well.... so much for today.. haiz.. i dunoooo.. i really dont.................................................
* the world is just .............. *
~tata~
ps. Rao.. if u reading this... please please go to the marching thing wif me.. i feel so stress up and down.. i need some break.. haiz... thanxxx....
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