all these makes me realise one thing...
it makes me want to have u more... lol
hmm.. so yah.. im sorry for the 10 min thingy.. and yes.. we kinda settled it... hakz.. haiz... watever it is.. im sorry for my part... and thanx for ur sweet post... haiz...
i dunoo how things will go on in the future...
but i know that i always will need u... :)
thanx
* watever it is... pls know that i always l*ve u...*
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 11:40 PM
elloz... hmm..
so.. hows the world doing out there??? haaa...
i heard sadness and disappointment and all blues feeling is in the air today.. lol... hmmmm
so yah... there's a story lar about a boy(someone i know) that i get to know that i wanna share.. haha... so here lar.. hakz..
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It was a day before school reopen. The boy was excited as he went to sleep because he got an appointment the next day at a certain time. Before he went to sleep, he tried to match some clothes to look "nice" for the date. So, feeling happy with the clothes he put in together, he went to sleep...
On the next day, he reached school just in time for his lesson. He got gastric pain but he just bear with the pain. So, after hours of learning and writing, it was finally lunch time. So he went to lunch with his friends. He bought some light food because of the date later, so he do not want to be too full. After that, he got lessons and at some times of the day, he got frequent headache which he tired to shake away. And to top it all, he was quite stress with the school work and etc. However, he keep looking at the time as he was looking forward to his date. He thought that maybe he could end his day nice and sweet.
So at the time he was supposed to meet the gerl, he waited excitedly with his friend. However, after waiting for 15 minutes, the girl still doesn't appear and he got to meet his captain for a while to discuss some stuff. So, thinking that she understand, he rushed off to meet his captain for awhile. When he reached the office, he had to wait for awhile as his captain was on the meeting. So he keep worrying whether she will wait there or she will just walked off. After he done with his discussion, he quickly went to the place before and he saw the girl from far.
At first, he was sooooooooo happy that the girl was wearing the exact same color as him. As he approached near, he was taken aback when he was rudely shouted at. He didn't know what went wrong because he just arrived. And then, things get worse. She wanted to leave and this further puzzled the boy. So he agreed because it is useless for him to say anything. So, when he got up to send her, he saw his friend coming towards him to say something. And he saw another friend walking toward another direction due to a problem. So, he went to his 1st friend and say hi, then he went to his 2nd friend to ask him what happened. As he turned around, he saw the girl walked off, leaving him there. The girl stared at him and just looked away, which furthered worsened the situation.......
And the boy started off with " FUCK LAR................................................(u know what come next) "
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haha.. im like laughing abit lar when i heard about this.. haiz.. i dunnoo.. its soooooo... mixed up. haha.. because the boy told me that he didnt meet his captain for partying... he was looking forward to the day.. he wanted to have a nice ending for the day... he even prepared clothes.. hmm... hah~
hmm.. maybe... i dunnooo.. haizzz.... welll.... hakz.. this one is another one lar.. but not anything that suppose to bother u commoners.. hakz...
---------" hmm.. u keep asking me what i like about you.. you know why i didnt reply?? Not because i dont love you or anything like that.. because i have been trying to safe it for the MOMENT(if it comes)... and u know that.. BUT u still want to know.... haiz...
The reason.. was simply because to me, u are beautiful.. nice.. fun... lovable.. cute... manje... outgoing... and loud.. Funny BUT this is wat i like best in a girl.. and u came.. with all that.. i like it.. and i fall for u.. i know that u have some "not- nice-side" but i still like u.. i like u the way u are.. cos u are everything u are to me.. and u are special.. u are lovable.. but until when... i dunoo.. "-------------
hahhhh... haha.. so yah.. haiz.. i guess that it is not gonna be for special moments anymore.. haiz.. haha... becos.. becos.. becos... hakz.. i dunnoooo.. heh~ hmm... haha.. haiz.. dunnoo lar.. so many things to ponder on.. haiz.. im having headache oso.. hakz (like the story seh.. haha)... and.. im becoming siao.. hakz.. haiz...
well.. maybe.. as Kay said... "somethings are just not explainable.. somethings are just there because it is special.."
i guess u should head for this advise.. but i guess not.. hakz..~
well.... so much for today.. haiz.. i dunoooo.. i really dont.................................................
* the world is just .............. *
~tata~
ps. Rao.. if u reading this... please please go to the marching thing wif me.. i feel so stress up and down.. i need some break.. haiz... thanxxx....
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:34 PM
haiyoh.. i wasss given this by my bro Yazid.. bluek.. hakz.. lazy sia.. but just do lar.. haha...
7 Random Things About Me:
1) i love watching chinese movie (especially the one where got power and can fly kinda thing)
2) i always thought that i have superpowers (until now.. hehe.. i tot maybe one day i can fly. hakz!)
3) i love to look at myself in mirror ( -_-")
4) i just into HAIRSTYLING! ( i cant stand not styling hairs and see bad hairstyles!!! )
5) i only HATE 1 person in this world
6) i love to joke around
7) i love everyone arnd me especially dearieee!! hakz!
7 Things That Scare Me:
1) Girls who are TOOO friendly ( especially strangers who suddenly go frenly wif mein public!!)
2) Failures... i cant stand failing in something i do.
3) to not able to dance one day!!!!!!!! ( NOOO!!!)
4) Plane crash!! (EVERYTIME on plane.. i will be nervous like hell.. hehe)
5) losing my fun side
6) people messing my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7) losing all the people whom i love!
7 Random Music At The Moment:
1) Im here without you - 3 doors down
2) For you i'll make a song - ME!
3) Stay - StripedLives
4) you and me - Lifehouse
5) Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
6) Jesus of Subarbia - Greenday
7) Radio - Alkaline Trio
7 Things I Like Most:
1) Laugh!
2) Dancing
3) Guitar
4) Fashions
5) Movies!
6) Beach
7) deariee! hakz
7 Things I Often Say:
1) "otak u lar"
2) "oit!"
3) " haha! siak je"
4) " bum pak bum pak dom....." (im beatboxing lar.. haha)
5) " relax beb..."
6) " anything.."
7) "nabeh pop pop!!" (hehe.. its nabeh only but i add pop pop behind to make it sound nicer..heh)
7 People To Do This: (cannot more ah? hakz.. juz kidd)
1) Raodah
2) Fadillah
3) Shikin
4) Magg
5) Mastura
6) Pika
7) Kay
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haha.. so yah. hakz! must do ah!! bluek~
haha.. wanna put dearie but she done oredi mah.. so no need. lol.. haiz.. hakz.. feeling lethargic now.. hakz.. later meeting my couz to go prayer den go Raooooo's house for movie marathon den at nite got soccer at Changi.. haha.. yay~
so.. wednesday.. we gone to iceskating.. fuiyooh.. haha.. fun ah.. hakz.. i and raooo ah.. hakz.. we are like doing stunts and jumping here and there.. haha! yaaa rrite.. hakz.. no lar.. everyone keep falling and its funny sia.. we play chooo choo train and im always leading everyone.. so.. i always make a sharp turn after a while and the people behind keep falling! wahaha!! sometimes i even fall myself cos i stumbled..wahaha~ wth..
for more info go (http://raaaoooo.livejournal.com/) .. haha!
den.. yesterday thursday went to skool to meet dearie.. haha.. we go eat at design canteen den we go Marina Bay.. wahaha! wth,... the place to go in is quite far.. haha.. but still.. i enjoy my time.. hakz.. sweet and fun.. haha.. den send her home and got back home arnd 10+pm.. haha.. den chat at nite.. haha.. bluek~
so yah.. dats all for now.. im gonna get ready... wheeeeeeeeeee~
* life is beautiful *
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 11:35 AM
well.. halloz everyone~
hakz.. im feeling moodless rite now.. haiyah~ hakz
well.. yesterday met the folkers session.. hakz.. at first thought, lie detactors and integorattion came into the picture.. lol.. but i guess wrong.. it was fun.. hakz.. wanna know the details ask me lar k.. i dont know how to blog about it. heh~
and today.. reached school arnd 10.30am.. den after doing the logistic stuff and etc.. go eat wif priya, mas, mato and harbi and victor.. den... got main comm meeting.. so yeah~ after dat.. hakz.. went to watch "Nang Nak"(a thai movie) in library wif mas and harbi.. mato went to gym ( to build up his muscels.. hehe) and priya went off to meet someone.. hakz.. mas was gross at a moment of the movie and etc.. but.. hakz.. the movie is about eternal love.. the woman loyalty and faithfulness.. the love for the man.. even death cant stop her.. haiz.. but i was like "if this really happen.. i would be happy" to mas.. lol..! ahh.. dunnooo lar.. its too good i guess.. heh~ but ok lar.. hakz.. i like the story... haha
den met Dbabes and samba!!!! haiz.. i miss them! hakz.. rao, fad, kin, zad, ferhan, raz and all the people! lol.. its soo fun to be arnd them.. hakz.. raodah keep wanting piggy back.. lol.. wth... hakz.. so yah.. damn funny lar.. hakz.. den go eat tecno.. Damien(i tink this is the spelling) treat us.. thanx to him =) hakz!
and at last.. now is Wendesday.. last day for me to enjoyyyy much...... im gonna do my project on thursday and friday i hope.. lol.. but ok lar.. hmm.. so going ice skating.. asked raz for 2 pair of gloves but i guess now need 1 only.. hmm.. so yah~ haiz.. looking forward to spend a day but i guess its ok den... haiiiiizzzzzzzzzz.. hakz.. quite sleepy rite now.. haiyoh.. have to meet that Raooooo at 11am tmr wif others.. hakz.. cannnn lar.. hah~ haiyoh..
i dunno why im feeling all mixed up rite now.. its like... cant be explain so dont bother asking me to explain.. im feeling... jumbled-up.. hakz..!
* :/ *
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:31 AM
Hellozzz haha.......
im back..
likeeeeeeee FINALLY... haiyah.. haha
so..its been a great week.. i enjoyed myself in KL wif my sisters and sis's fiance.. hakz.. and my grandma.. hakz!
BUT... i miss everyone here!!!!!! argh! haha.. i miss my Dbabes(raooo, shikin, zad, fad, raz,harb n etc) .. i miss My DramaTec Freshies.. i miss my Main Committeeee.. i miss my gang.. i miss Kay.. miss Halimah.. miss Nad and Mel crappiness.. reallllyy miss Mato and ash and hafeez and (incoincidently) Priya.. haha! I miss Mastura.. miss my dear adik Pika.. miss my bros yaz, raz and harbi.. miss the one and only Kay.. miss Freshies(everyone!!).. miss adik.. miss bros.. miss my gang.. miss priya, ash, mato, hafeez.. miss halimah.. miss my classmates.. miss Dbabes.. miss ferhan.. miss Lewis.. miss...
kk FINE FINE!!!!!!!!!
enough wif the missing.. lol.. im like repeating.. haha.. ~crazy~ basically u all know lar eh dat i miss everyone in Singapore..
and oso.. I MISS DEARIE!!!!
haha...
phew~ im sooo glad im back in Singapore.. hakz!
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On the other hand.. Lots of thing had been happening ah when im gone..
hakz.. Dbabes.. thanx for missing me.. haha.. must hold another outings ah! hakz.. weeeeeeee~ and siak raodah.. haha.. u post our conversations!!!! argH! haha.. bluek~ lotssss craps.. haha..
dear.. haha.. i miss u too.. hakz.. i dunnoo how to describe it oredi.. u know i know.. haha.. bluek~
and some people should just get their own life.. especially YOU asshole.. yes you.. you cost sssoooooo much damn trouble wif everyone.. u keep talking about people behind their back.. hakz.. u think u are sooo good??? wahaha! u cant even manage urself so fuck off.. haha.. yes.. this post is just for u.. cos i think everyone had enough of u lar k.. people who dont know u think u are fine.. but hey.. talk about the devil behind the mask.. hakz.. u are worse than that.. definitely.. weeeee~ and may u have ur own life in the future.. hakz.. stop acting lar.. u have been acting all the while while u are breathing... stop acting and look at the reality.. and may u find hope in it to forgive urself cos u need it.. heh..
hakz.. *dat post is just for someone who Feeling Feeling* haha.. so if u think u feel it.. im NOT sorry.. haha.. dont worry.. its not who u think it is.. wahaha! ... it is not wat EVERYONE thought it is anyway... heh =)
and to my best fren.. relax.. i dont wan u to leave.. no one wants u to leave.. please learnt to let go and move on.. im sure the future will have more things for u.. hakz.. i know its difficult for u but trust me.. we are here k.. and think positive always!! hakz!!
and to my another best fren... u are fine without people u dont need.. u youself have gone tru soo much and now.. its time to sit back, enjoy and have fun.. haha.. good luck wif tmr! bluek!! haha...
and.. to my DT current members... Thanx.. im sorry for not being there but i cant and i know u guys understand it.. thank you everyone for making the production a succeesss.. i heard it was really good.. hakz.. miracles doo happen.. and i believe in u all.. thanx.. i really love u guys.. u guys rawks.. haha!~
and to my seniors.. thanx for making the production the way it is.. thanx nad for making it the way u vision it will be.. halimah.. im really gonna miss u u 60s gerl.. i feel like im the older brother to you, not the other way round.. lol.. u are fun.. and mel.. thanx for helping me to tune up the song ( =p ) and thanx for the production.. kin too.. thanx for helping to make it happen.. haiz.. thanx.. one year had pass soo fast.. i hope u guys had a great future ahead.. and Kay.. haha.. definitely will see u often in drama.. haha.. so.. hakz! no goodbye speech to you ah! haha.. bluekkk.. haha
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k den.. thats my post..
love ya all..!
*love my life.. hakz*
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:53 PM
elloz everyone...
*and hear the crowd cheering and the gerls fainting and the dog howling and the... watever that make noise! hakz*
hear i am... where>? in the hotel... where?? at KL... where??? malaysia lar deng.. heh
gosh.. im like missing Singapore and my fwens.. wooosh... yah.. and miss sweety alots... hakz... so tired.. i wonder how the main production rehearsals are doing... hopefully everything is fine.. haiz.. and yes.. i know everyone miss me alot! *and kena smack by everyone.. lol*
haiz.. k den... just thought of updating.. haiz.. darn.. another 4 days here?? hmm/.. hopefully time will go abit faster... haaaaaaizz.. k den..!!
gtg now!!!
*and the crowd keep pulling on my legs.. body... shirts.. underwear... to keep me from going off..*
wahaha! yaaaaaaaaaaaaa rrrrite~ -_-
* i miss my fwens and sweety alotssss*
~tata~
<3 u kambing.. heh~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:29 PM
lol.. hello peepz out there who are looking rather not cute but ugly. heh.... juz kidd..
weeee~ test over!!! finally can rest.. lol.. 3/4 of my paper was quite easy/ok.. the DSAG.. CAN DIE ah.. difficult to the max.. until Max oso not difficult oredi.. hehe ;P
Dont mind me.. im siao..
haiz.. bean doing lots of stuff these past few days.. dramatec especially.. have to prepare for next week main production.. woohoo~. haha.. im quite worried now but its ok.. i know it will turn out fine.. hakz..
hmm.. whole day today drama.. my members were fun as usual.. hakz.. manage to occupy each other time every single minute.. den.. me and sweety relax for a while after a day of hard work.. hakz.. she cried!!!! ^_^v ... not that it was good but i know she loveee me.. hakz.. den after dat.. had to go home earlier abit to pack up my stuff.. hakz.. send her home under her void deck.. haiz.. sweetie gave me something.. haha.. thankz dear.. really love it and love you too.. hakz..
den.. i went home quickly taking cab from woodland.. and.. pack my stuff.. boohoo~~ in 7 hrs time.. bye singapore hello KL.. lol.. haiz.. i will really miss all the fun for main production next week.. break a leg guys(not literally ah.. hakz!)! i love you guys,!!!! wish that i could stay but yah.. hakz.. have to go for a week.. so.. love you all once again!!!!!!!!!! Dont be too stress and enjoy!!!
and.. i will miss sweety.. i cant poke her b*b** for a week.. hakz.. nobody to laugh and merajok to.. haha.. will miss u alot sweety.. love you very much!! i be back k.. love ya kambing.......................................... haha...
=( will miss everyone!!! She... them.. haiz..
*i be away!!! love yA!*
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:20 AM
i love u...~tata~
ps. miss u loads...
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 1:57 AM
you turn to your brothers!!! hakz...
fuck lar.. watever.. hakz.. wat a bad day today.. really down... haiz..
k.. im feeling fuck up rite now.. but.. i try to make this entry as light hearted as possible.. k.. even put some pics for some bright feeling.....
eat lunch wif YAZID and FERHAN... suppose to eat wif some other people but some other people eat oredi so.. watever.. met MAGG at the bridge before we go eat at Kfc.. hakz.. magg was nearly taken in by our force of didnt go prayer but he walked in the rite path of the force.. -_-" so yah.. heh.. go mushroom for awhile.. den.. on the way to itas canteen.. saw them going somewhere i dunno.. so yah.. den.. we went to itas canteen.. hmm... dat time didnt feel orite oredi.. so yah.. just talked arnd wif ferhan and jyuneen and yaz cos only got us at that table.. and another table got the entertainment and all oredi.. so yah... hmm.. den.. den saw the sweetest couple duo.. lol.. mas and magg.. at the canteen again.. so yah.. sat arnd wif them.. haiz.. sweet lar my bro and sis.. hakz.. they really are very close and always are together.. hakz.. i see them oso i felt happy for them.. funny.. hakz.. and we took some pics.. heh~
den.. after dat.. go watch movie.. raz stayed behind wif the others... we(jyuneen, me, lewis, yaz and ferhan) cant decide which movie to watch so we go by vote.. lol.. i won! and we watched... Armageddon.. haha.. fuck.. i cried 4 times.. cos i was feeling depress and sucky.. and.. + the movie.. haiz.. if only such stories exist.. sacrifice for love one.. and den a romantic and sweet couple.. hmm.. wth lar.. so yah.. den.. went to main production.. i was late lar.. sorry kay.. hakz.. and so.. just sat and sing along wif priya, ash, mato and elias.. hakz.. ash make this song that is explicit.. hakz.. lighten up some of my feeling abit.. but then it came again.. den went back.. mas go meet mag.. hakz.. dunno lar them both.. so inseparatable... before skool see them together.. during skool see them together.. and oso after school.. lol.. together!! wth.. haha.. here some pics for today.. see lar...
the couple.. haha...
me and them.. hakz.. yah yah.. im like extra.. wif no one mah.. so yah lar..
haha.. we making faces... without planning.. hakz
me and yaz! after so long we never take pics together.. finally.. haha..
so yah.. went home after dat.. too exchausted ah... hmmm.. yah.... so dats for today... watever..
* im down wif flu.. but.. so wat...*
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:58 PM
the couple.. haha...
me and them.. hakz.. yah yah.. im like extra.. wif no one mah.. so yah lar..
haha.. we making faces... without planning.. hakz
me and yaz! after so long we never take pics together.. finally.. haha..