dear blog....
can i cry?? i mean this... can i just throw everything else away in this world and just be free once more? I'm just too tired now. I'm just a boy.
Now i am feeling really down and tired. Why? Everyday is a day filled with responsibilties and concentration. Only 2 days school reopen and im quite busy concentrating my studies. I don't really mind that because i have to do well this time round to get a better feeling. And after that, drama. So yah.
In class, i have to concentrate and focus. After dat, my activity whole day. I have a great time now? hmm.. have to tink about that abit~
I been looking at people's blog, see ppl and notice them. Everyone is having fun and great time. I miss all that. I really do. Yes. I DO received ALOT of smses everyday. hakz.. but it was'nt "fadz, wan to hang out after class?" or "fadz, lets go shopping at...". It was "fadz, can i use some ppl..." or "fadz, where ah" or "fadz, u havent finish the" or "fadz, today do wat?" or "fadz, i cant come" or etc lar. And then i have to think again and again and again to compromise and make everyone happy. hmm... can enuf? im just tired. Let me rest for a day at least. Honestly, whenever i am awake, i have to use my brain to think and think for things. haiz.
I wanna have a life. I gotta have a life. This just isint the way i used to live. Now i have to do all this. Its good cos i became more matured and serious when work and more responsible. But... haiz.. maybe i just need someone.
Maybe i visit Yaz'r'us later. See if got suitable gerlfren being on sell. hakz. Juz kidd. wth.
hakz. K den. This is just to let this depressing feeling out. Im so tired. AGM is next week. Hopefully everyting turn out well. Hopefully. and maybe i will get use to all this lar. Hakz. yah i guess... maybe it is just school reopen feeling or just the worried feeling that my event will... turn wrong?*choy*... hakz...
*can someone switch on my "free-time" button again?*
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:44 PM
