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well.. im bored.. so i am pondering over something while playing the guitar.. its about.. FRIEND.. lol..

generally.. what is friend?? hmm.. someone who understand you? who are there with you AND for you? someone who you know that will help you? someone u love? hmm.. haha.. i myself dunno.. seriously.. i do know however.. friends.. it is more than a word.. it is more than wat it is... it is more than just feeling.. it is commitment on a high level.. it is something... very valuable..

for my case.. friends... i got a damn lot of friends... i met people of differrent ages.. backgrounds.. i got a friend of a crazy background to a nerd to a cool to even a drug addict.. i got friends from age of pre-primary school up to age of 50+... i dont mind being friends wif all kind of people.. cos sometimes.. a friend that is not of normal state is MORE precious than a normal friend u meet in school and even ur drama club!!! for me.. many frens claim to be "brothers".. "best frens".. "good frens" and even "close frens".. hah.. wat a joke.. hakz.. it is just words with no meanings.. thats all.. cos some ppl used it soooooooo easily and unwisely.. heh~

but from all that claimed and etc.. i can truthfully say.. that brothers and sisters applied to mok, fri, mag, ishi, mek and even bul.. that is for sure.. it is coming to 6 years for some of us.. and some.. 5 and minimum is 4 years.. it have been great... we have been tru alot together and individually.. i can truthfully say that i cant imagine how life is without them.. hakz.. they are not ur typical gang.. who only beat ppl.. who is wild.. who stare stare at ppl.. they are more than that.. lol.. they are fun... hakz.. and i still remember the 1st time me, ishi, bul and magg become close.. hakz.. it is during a malay period.. haha.. and the 4 of us.. have stomachache at the same time!!! hahaha!!! and we took turn to go toilet.. and when bul turn come.. hakz.. he was scolded and was not allowed to go.. *cos it is quite irritating to the teacher that we each go turn by turn.. she tot we are fooling arnd* wahaha!!! haiz.. those great times..

so yah.. and for best frens, close frens and good frens.. there are some ppl that i can talk about.. kay... she know me and defend me and oso very fun.. haha.. she can connect easily wif alfri! which is surprising ah -_-" .. hakz.. raz.. he really abit like me.. hakz.. and he is great oso.. haha.. apart from some lame jokes.. and it take abit more time raz.. maybe as time goes on.. we will really be brothers.. who know... hakz.. hehe.. oh yah... my classmates are ALL my good frens.. i feel comfortable wif them.. haha.. they are just.. special.. hakz.. lucky i have them as my classmates~ phew~ even though im the only malay guy.. haha.. yaz.. he is great too.. but sometimes.. i dunno his mind and thought.. hakz.. but it will be great if i have a brother like him.. hakz.. so yah..

thats it.. this entry is just for me to ponder.. hmm.. cos im bored and i just wanted something to think about.. haha..

*i love my life*

wahaha..
~tata~

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