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hey.. yah.. today is great.. have fun at coregroup.. i try to do the best that i can for the people... luckily ppl take initiatives.. great job for today.. i hope u guys will keep the same level of energy and commitment to it... thanx guys.. and thanx yaz for being the ASSistant incharge and mei li for upgrading urself to our secretary.. wahaha.. thanx...

and im pissed.. i am damn piss.. bcos even though small comment.. it is enuf k.. if u guys think back all properly.. tonite add to the "fucking" enuf k...

cos.. i was saying lar a fact about something.. im just saying dammit... wif no implying.. and guess wat.. i was called "always the good one"... damn.......

no need to tell you readers who lar eh...

shit sia.. wats wrong?! when i am being bad.. i am mean.. ppl say im mean lar.. etc etc.. and irritating.. (dat is still quite ok wif me).. but hey.. when i am trying to be nice and good to everyone... that oso wrong issit??! den wat am i gonna be??! fine.. since i am being too "good" rite... dammit.. den i will just be nasty rite.. yah.. dats good.. u wan me like dat.. i will be.. k.. cos i have enuf.. k.. now.. i will be wat I WAN.. dammit.. i wont care k... if i be bad.. i will have ALOT to nabeh back to you all k.. >_<

shit.. to think of it.. some pple think i only listen to their problem and they listen to mine.. EH... wanna know something?! i am not only listening to ONE DAMN PROBLEMS but i listen to god know how many problems by every ppl.. and hey.. did i just shove them away? no.. i help and advise somemore.. and i dont know why in the world i care to do that.. but i did.. ok.. and u guys heard my problems?? HAH! to tell u guys the truth.. k.. NOBODY.. nobody heard wat a really complain or problem from me lar k.. except my old group.. mag, ishi, fri, mek and especially mok k.. u guys have no ideas wat i really feel.. no ideas wat i really wanna let out.. u guys think ur problems is much ah.. ur worries is greater den mine...? damn! u guys never heard wat i really feel lar.. k...... my family and my old frens know how i feel at times and etc.. damn! i got my life too k.. if u notice.. i got my own life to take care k.. i can anytime dont care.. dont bother... dont take thing seriously.. but i did.. and damn.. for u ppl.. and hey.. yes yes yes.. its WRONG rite... shit..

so yah... and this is nothing ah.. just summarize of wat i feel lar k.. so.. if u readers are speechless... get ur ass out of my blog k.. i dont need the pity k.. cos i only need a listening ears from my close frens.. dats all.. k.. and yah.. i lead a grateful life.. and i dont need anyting else k.. so.. ~tata~...

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