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Helloo...

long time never update.. lol.. so yah..

anyway... i just got back from KL on monday morning.. arnd 1 am.. my family and my aunt and couz go to KL on Friday morning.. lol.. did some shopping there.. i bought a damn cool and nice shoe.. woohoo!... and i met alfri family there.. haha.. never meet bul's.. wahaha

so yah.. den got back we got the camp.. DT camp Nexus on Thursday.. it was VERY "fun"!.. weeeeeeeeeeeee -_-".. shit... it is damn waste of time lor.. f**k.. and den.. not many ppl come.. den events are cancel.. wth! i better go OTC rite!.. haiz.. but nvm ah.. spend some times wif DT peepz.. but i hate the IPDS thingy.. hmph.. seriously speaking.. wat an ass.. wat i suggested was ALWAYS "agreed" den later when Priya came and give another suggestion.. my suggestion were just forgotten... poof! just like dat.. even thought others wanna use my idea.. f**king shit.. i hate it man.. SHE.. who doesnt come for workshops, meetings and all etc.. den her suggestions oso like confusing and etc.. if her suggestion can work and good at least its ok u know.. but then ah.. haiz... i have enuf ar.. alamak... its like,, wth... so i stop suggesting ideas.. go to hell ah! im pissed!

hmph.. but overall.. wif my peepz.. and all.. ok ah.. haiz. watever lar.. ~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:10 AM

thats my gang.. Chio 9.. lol.. the boys onli.. (wth dol ah)

so yah.. haha.. as Magg said in the recent post in his blog.. Brotherhood of JYSS.. lol..

my bros.. haha.. ishi not in thats why i just paste lar..lol.. lazy to edit.. haha.. so yah..

" Friends come in a million.. True friends are there to stay..."

thanx guys..

~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 1:36 AM

hey bloggy...

bloggy bloggy bloggy...

haiz.. I love this world.. i love the people.. but one thing i hate most... Negative "relationship"..

haiz.. luckily for me.. i have my lovely classmates.. and bros and frens..

in this world.. i feel that.. only certain and special people can actually and truly understand me and know who and what i am.. know wat i feel.. know wat i did.. know wat to do.. and know how to overcome... i know that sometimes i will have this.. aura.. that when im sad.. i will pull ppl down.. and so on.. hmm.. i really realize.. my aura is strong.. dats wat i realized.. hmm...

And soo far.. from frens relationships and matters..... i know dat.. in primary skewl.. i got my own group.. and secondary skewl.. i got my bros and sis.. they know wat i feel.. they know wat is my attitude.. and they dont mind.. and they know dat im rowdy.. and they are.. they are the best... and they are still now.. my bros and sis...

my classmates.. from primary skewl till now.. i have wonderful classmates.. lovely and the best.. i love them.. they care for me.. they willing to guide me if i dont know something.. they willing to be wif me.. and my ITO classmates... the tp classmate.. im sorry i dont spend much time wif u guys... haha... sorry ah!.. haha.. but i will try k.. i love u guys!! hakz.. thanx...

and now.. hmm.. so far.. now.. im close wif a few other ppl.. girl like hally, kay.. and maybe nad, kin and emmy sometimes.. and boys.. the bros who i spend time wif everyday.. especially yaz and raz.. lol.. spend everyday making stupid jokes and doing other stuff when we actually are suppose to study and etc.. its like.. i dunno.. we like never get bored wif each other so far.. funny.. and oso.. ITAS.. wahaha.. we love ITAS.. haha.. and now the jokes.. they nowadays joke like the way my secondary bros does.. really... its like.. yazid is like.. ishi.. except the hard-head isint there.. but.. he was like ishi... and raz.. he was like mag.. haha.. the personality.. except raz is more determine and rowdy... but still.. its like... wow.. i found ppl that actually can be like mag n ishi.. and hally.. lol.. like Mok!! haha.. willing to listen to me when i need it.. thanx.. lol.. thanx...

hmm.. is this the ppl dat gonna be wif me through out poly life.?? hmm.. i hope so.. the best ppl thus far.. other than my bros.. and know wat.. the surprising thing is.. they oso act the same way as my sec bros does.. its like.. my sec bros have our "brotherhood" ring and necklace.. and raz and yaz wanna have too... ring.. woah...

hakz.. i love them.. thanx god.. thanx for letting me meet these ppl.. these damn ppl that i know im gonna miss when they are not there.. lol.. thanx... ~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:25 PM

haha..!

so tmr.. start test.. die.. lol.. i dont know wat to study!! but.. maybe later in awhile i will study abit ah.. lol

so yah.. on a brighter note..

~HAPPY BDAE TO MY DEAREST FREN, KAY!!!! HAVE A GREAT BDAE!!!! woohoo!!!!~

hehe.. so yah.. lol.. ~tata!~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 5:35 PM

those were the days...

Pics taken on the Mercury Rising day.. the week have pass with lots of joy, fun and laughter.. Now.. some problems arising.. hope that DT will stay happy...

" if only people live peacefully and enjoy their life as day goes by, Life will smile down on us ... "

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 2:01 AM

lol.. so yah.. im tired.. hakz.. soo tired sia.. haiz..

everyday spend time wif the DT peepz.. have to study ah.. friday nite. start studying..

aaahh!!!

after test...

FUN!!!!

AGAIN!!!

lol.. k then.. ~tata`~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:41 PM

im sick.. yes.. lol..

im really sick lar.. have cough, fever and flu.. lol..

i hate sickness... aaargh..

haiz.. i dunno lar... so many things.. err... haiz.. so yah.. im a GL!!! wth.. group leader for school ah.. wah lao!.. den the camp is on 28th-30th.. woohoo!!.. haha..

i dunno which camp i suppose to go.. the GL camp(which i tink will be fun..) or the Camp Nexus(which i honestly feel its busok...).. so yah.. den the devise play for the BIG production.. hah.. den.. the tp open house.. which i most probably dont wan to do ah cos busok.. hmm.. den the ipds.. haiz.. den the band.. at least the band.. it will be fun ah.. yah.. hmm..

so yah lar.. next week... tests.. hm... not prepared.. haiz.. aargh.. go to hell ah.. tired ah,,, and sick... haiz,... ~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 11:10 PM

yup... the new band... D-R.A...

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 2:00 PM

yesh... D-R.A ... keep that name in mind cos they might just be the big next thing in Spore....

lol... haha.. Me.. guitar.. Shah-keyboardist, Emily- bass, Yazid-Drum... Raz-Singer!!! haha.. woohooo!!! the band!!! lol... we shall rock ur socks!!! i tink.. haha

so yah.. haha.. just to keep up the info.. haha.. ~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:46 PM

hakz

my solo lead for "secret lover" which goes well den "black n white"..

yah... haiz... haha

thats the way!!!

So yah.. just came back.. very demoralizing.. haiz.. anyway.. just now performance ok ah.. here n there cock up.. but nvm.. good experience.. and we shall do it in the near future!!! hakz.. so yah..

tmr jared performance... and my project submission.. die.. lol.. havent do.. so yah.. ~tata~

ps. thanx DT members.. for ur support and faith.. lol.. love ya!.. hakz.. haiz... and thanx to the supporters and StripedLives fan club.. lol..

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:59 AM

In primary school, i was very chubby and i love to mix around. I get my own group of frens.. and i love them.. however.. when i enter secondary school.. i leave them...

When im in secondary school.. I hope i will be handsome and thin boy soon... and again.. i met my group of frens.. and i love them too even though they irritate me and etc.. They know me soo well and same goes to them.. and i love them.. haiz.. and When secondary school finish.. i was a thin and fine looking boy.. and i still have that group of frens wif me... when i work in KFC.. i met great people of different age and life.. When i work in Hyatt.. its the same.. i was like the... "friendly" one where i mix around wif everyone and didnt feel left out...

In Temasek Poly.. my new school... i met again... a group of ppl.. and yes... the DT people.. we spend each day wif each other and etc.. we eat ITAS everyday.. we have fun all day round.. yes... But... is dis the group of ppl that will stay tru wif me??? i feel like i wanna cry when i tink about this.. yes.. i still have my old group.. but i oso love my new group... And i never hate anyone in DT or watever.. and i will try not to.. in this.. i also feel belonged.. i was not left out and was taken care off... it was great... haiz...

And now.. i just wish God will fulfil my wish in this world.. I want to spend my life meeting this kind of great people.. And never to lose them.. like i did wif the primary school.. and hopefully.. we all will stay tru.. its like my own family.. whom i appreciate very much too... and i can say.. apart from my own real family.. i have another family of frens.. i feel so blessed.

thanx.... ~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 2:46 AM

im tired!!!... haiz... sooo low energy... lol.. so yah.. my sis engage yesterday.. many ppl came.. im like.. wth.. my couzssss all layan me and i layan them abit cos im doing my projects.. but its fun wif them arnd.. lol

and to those who is planning to watch Chicken Little in cinema.. i say... DONT WASTE UR MONEY!!!! its like about 1 hr and 20 min show??!!! dammit.. and its not that good.. its just ok.. so yah.. lol.. Monday im giving the Lewis's Chicken Little DVD to raz.. den emily.. den who else wanna borrow go ask Lewis.. lol.. tired argh.. haha..

and hey.. dammit.. tmr monday.. projects to pass up.. jamming and competition to do.. performance at skewl which im not even ready yet.. die~.. lol.. ~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 1:53 PM

im sick.. no.. not sick as in falling sick.. im sick of listening to bitches and assholes... i didnt point out to anyone.. if u feeling feeling ah den its ur problem ok..

why cant people just be happy wif wat they have???! why cant ppl think properly about THEMSELVES 1st before pointing and laughing at others??!! u tink u sooo PERFECT issit!!?! u tink u VERY GOOD issit!!?? eh.. think TWICE can! no no.. meybe even 10 TIMES u tink, u cannot change lar...

i feel sooo upset when ppl laugh and smile infront of a person when im around wif them den when that person gooo off or wat.. they start to bitch or start to say something bad... even if the person dat left does NOTHING WRONG! yes.. some parts i agree wif u ppl or wat.. but hey.. who are we to judge others??!! assholes... and yes KAY.. lol.. before u started tagging at my blog like the last time saying "i will not make fun of ppl anymore!!!", i will say im not talking about u.. lol... so yah..

haiz.. anyway.. im dying sia.. soo many projects.. lol.. lucky my NMM project pass up on thursday.. which i dunno good or not ah.. den my oopg and C&E on monday... and my band audition on wednesday.. and DramaTec board and DT items to handle.. and im performing for Jared and i still struggling wif the song... and i got jamming on Sunday, Monday and tuesday.. die!!!! haiz.. hopefully i can rest after thursday.. at least for 1 day!!! den after dat.. study week!!! arrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont kacau me this weekend! ~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:57 AM

yah.. im recovering from my emo emo stressness.. so yah.. haha.. tired ah,,

just now meeting.. lol.. so fun.. haha.. den after dat eat tecno.. haha.. fun ah..

yah.. just now call alfri to talk abit about wat i want for the band thingy.. den after dat a gig organiser called me and asked whether the StripedLives is interested in a gig on 7th January 2006 at a club from 8pm-12am.. so i said yah.. and we talk the details abit.. n he said he will contact me later on.. lol.. wah... at last.. things moving.. competition Overdrive 2005 next week.. den kay's prom and the club gig on January.. haha..

so yah.. die ah.. somemore have to do soo many things.. aaaahhh!!! *help*.. lol.. die.. k ah.. ~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:14 AM