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Yeah.. what the hell..... u got it rite..........

Maths paper was quite tough today... its quite ok.... shucks..... And now going to study for FNDB... haiz...

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YES! im writing nonsence.. so as to let all out.. aargh! ... Feeling sucks! Let me just say dis.. please.. without any bad comments... please...

All this while i have people looking at me in different lights... Yeah.. I done good in things... Ok in studies... I can please people.. Help people... Be nice.. Be their best friend.. Hear their problems and help and share and etc.. But hell! when 1 mistake made.. every good things is forgotten and all the negative things is back... yeah! ALL seems like my fault.. all seems like i did something wrong... I hate this kind of life.. Why can't people just see the way i really am... Why didnt they wanna know me as Fadzley... The real me.. I know im irritating sometimes but SO? SO WAT! I am me and you are you. I accept you the way u are but why cant u?? U know wat.. I even be friends wif people who other people dislike or disgusted or hate or wtf but wat do i care! They are humans too for goodness sake! Try to put urself in their shoes! So what can you do if you are born dat way?! U wanna kill urself?! GO AHEAD! I DONT REALLY CARE ANIMORE! ppl took me for granted so yes.. Welcome my DAMN SIDE NOW... yeah.. Im sick of this.. I really am... You wanna see the other side of me? I have been keeping this damn devil within me from dunno when.. I have been putting up a smile or a relax face even though inside Im angry, sad or dissapointed.. yeah... Now.. i dunno... haiz.. Dats all i wanna say... thanx.. and hey guess wat... Some of u reading this will be like.. "oh... poor faz.." or "wat the.. alah.. want pity ah.." Then no thanx but keep ut comment... I dont really need an insincere pity.. OK...

And for ur info.. im not referring to my family or my gang... I love them very much and I know they do too... It is like a real family wif them(my gang)... thanx.. really a big thanx... At least they are there when i need them... yeah... They maybe irreplaceble... yeah... and hey... mayb if u reading this then u feel guilty all kind den maybe u shud just get a life and stop judging people but judge ur !!$()&!($)& life 1st OK! haiz .... who knows...and thanx... ~tata~

Fadz Was Last Hear At; 11:57 PM