Hey peepz... Just got back from memek house wif the gang after lepak(hang out) there for hours doing stupid things n chilling.. So yah.. Got a flu now... haiz..
Got 2 thing im not "happy" about but 1 thing that im please...
1st and 2nd thing is about band and something else... haha... nvm.. just dont wanna say much.. aniwae im quite fed up dats why.. No... its not our songs or wat.. it is good... something else lar.. haha
But 1 happy thing ---> We decided that maybe our goal is oso to become a main veteran in music industry... so yah... haha... Hope that our posters would come out soon and u guys better get it at least 10 in each of your room.. wahaha!... weell.. hopefully lar... hehe...
So yah.. Now sick but tmr still got jamming... Im still stuck wif the "the kid inside of me" song.. aiyah.. haha.. k.. ~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 9:00 PM
So in the lab now.. wohoo...
Mind is cleared.. feels relieve...
Later gonna mit Lewis.. Watch movie with him coz he won 2 tickets... So yeah.. he ask me so I just go since I got nothing on...
Haha.. ~tata~ hehe....
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 4:11 PM
Its sucks!!!
I mean it.........
This feeling is just not gonna be....
>_< always confused!
~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 11:50 PM
Hey...
Feeling all kind of mixed up... Confused... About some things...
I don't know if i am really confuse coz I know what there is and what to be done. However sometimes, I just see things differently from people... See things more complicatedly... Is it good or is it bad? I don't know...
Haha... Its funny sometimes to me.. I know though i'm me... hakz.. I think i think too much.. But it is good to think... Make your brain active.. haha..
Ok then.. gtg
Wait for our next songs... "The kid inside of me" and hopefully "Just one Chance"..
So ~tata~ ....
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:19 PM
Here i am.. haha./.. n dat title is our 2nd song title for the prom... haha.. its finish!! woohooo~
So... today is fun.. haha... we cover all the songs.. and we very tired..haha... After jamming... go eat at banquet;... make fun of ppl.. haha.. den we go walk at tm.. den go hang out at Coffee Bean and i slurp down my Chocolate drink...haha... wee... haha... den we talk talk... haha...
So yah.. im gonna call Her now.. hehe.. so tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:27 AM
haha.. helooo... hakz...
if u realized.. my past title for my posting is some lines from songs.. haha/...
K k .... it is coz it juz reflect the way i feels now.. haha.. so yah.. Im sooo tired.. hakz...
Yesterday... Thursday 12am to Friday nearly 5 am.. for 5 hrs.. talk n talk wif her.. haha.. So i juz sleep for a while before waking up to go to school... haha.. But it is worthy.. haha.. Never talk to a gerl on phone for 5 hrs before... haha.. so yah.. hakz...
Den juz now drama.. we got the Ngee Ann ppl coming to talk about their musical.. its ok ar.. only i feel abit irritated dats all.. haha... den go eat.. haha... so ya... at least today we talk and we even took a picture together.. hehe... so yah.. hehe..
And tmr.. jamming.. haha... wah piang.. haha..
And hey.. i CUT MY HAIR... wahhaahaha.. its kinda cool ah.. but i regret shortening my fringe.. haha.. but nvm.. haha.. so yah... ^_^ ~tata~
ps. Kenny was saying like faster faster go jio her.. but... i dunno.. haha...
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:13 AM
Hello... helloo...haloooo.. hakz... Its been quite sometimes since i update my beautiful, mouth-watering and good looking blog *ya rite*... haha... Its been,... hmm.. 1..2..3..10..11... yeah its been 5 days.. haha... So how r u peepz?? hakz..
For a start.. my days is quite normal... haha... Monday met Kenny, Tuesday met Kenny, Wednesday met Kenny and Today met Kenny! haha.. So yah... its quite *bluek*,.. hehe... no lar... It goes like dis...
Monday:
A normal day where we just play DOTA in lab for how many hours oso i lost track! Getting addicted with it! woohoo~
Tuesday:
Suppose to go jamming but mag's grandma passed away so cancel. I need my basist u know.. So its kinda sucks to go jamming without my basist. So yah... haha.. I then go drama... haha.. not i act lar but the seniors coz they wanna put up some scenes from Devdas for the Ngee Ann poly people who is coming tmr. So yah.. hakz... Den go eat with Kenny and Harbi join us.. haha.. Dat SOMEONE surprisingly message me n ask me why i didnt go jamming and whether i come becoz i miss her.. haha.. Kenny read and goes -_-" ... haha.. Den sms till nite.. so yah.. haha
Wed:
Nothing much.. Im quite upset about something.. no.. not dat thing.. it is my class... so yah.. they were like asking why im lyk angry n etc.. hmph.. as if i will tell.. if i did i will only get myself angry.. so yah.. I quiet.. hakz.. So then.. Kenny join me n my classmates playing DOTA.. so yah.. haha... Fun ah.. hakz... Den sms again till nite where i actually slept and forget to reply.. haha... sorie.. haha...
Today is quite relax.. Just go 1 hr tutorial den i hang out wif Matthew and later wif Kenny den go home early.. hakz.. I found another guitarist!!! haha... Matthew! haha.. so yeah.. its good ah.. Den i sleep at home n now juz woke up.. so later gonna meet the band at 6.. so yeah.. haha.. today,tmr and Saturday jamming.. intensive.. haha..
So yah.. U all will be wondering who is the Her and She.. haha.. well.. i... it is... haha.. as if i will tell.. *scream around* haha... ok then.. ~tata~ ^_^
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 3:22 PM
Hey.. just got back from jamming.. haha.. Proud of our song "Stay" n we planned our songs oredi.. haha.. den go eat.. memek mix tarta sauce + chilli sauce + wasabi sauce = mess! n dae alfri to eat it for $10.. Alfri took on the dare but he give up after a bit only.. haha.. I finish the whole thing but give Alfri the $$.. haha
So yesterday.. We perform the 60's again outside library.. n it >_< *sucks*... the surrounding was noisy.. microphone cannot capture wat we said.. n... the stage is "funny".. so yah.. but we tried to adapt n its the "best" we can do.. Den Kay, Kenny n me hang out eating den follow Kay take prize of Merit award.. Congrats to her!.. haha.. ~woohoo!~
Then... We ( Priya, Kenny, Kay, Nad, Halimah, Shahdon, Yazid, Masturah, Harbi n me go watch the musical at Ngee Ann poly... It was kinda boring during the 1st episode but after the break.. it is better.. haha.. Yazid was making stupid jokes.. haha. We all laugh till the end of the show.. haha.. Met alfri, Mok n her bro.. Met Zul, Iskandar, Faizal, Nadiah, Syaz n etc.. So many ppl.. haha.. not forgeting MSB.. haha.. so yah...
Reach home at 12.. eat... den talk to Her from 12.30am - 3.30 am.. haha... soo long.. Clarify n chat.. laugh all the way.. haha.. feels so comfortable talking to her.. haha.. so yah.. haha..
Now im tired.. *scream*.. haha... n i wanna go off.. so.. ~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 8:50 PM
helo.... haha...
now im doing nothing... finish my java programming at the best i can go which is more than satisfaction...
Just learnt how to play DOTA and i am addicted to it...
Exam coming and am i prepared?
75% yes i guess.. which is unusual actually.. haha...
Addicted to Java too...
Addicted to.. someone?
hmm... i dunno... i really dont.. its just dat.. haiz... i just dont know... so ya...
So wats now?
Goodbye i guess!
^_^ ~tata~ and thanx Kenny for some advises n etc.. haha...
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:40 AM
Haha... guess what! WOOHOO~ i have completed my PRSP project in just 2 days doing the java thingy and i even add some features which most probably nobody thought off! Gonna get extra marks and aim for very high mark diz project.. haha...
Weee~
haha... And hey.. on tuesday.. we go jamming.. and i can say im impressed by our song 'Stay'.. haha.. its kinda emo + slow rock kind.. haha.. yeah... and the next song.. it was like WOAH! haha.. the beat was so fast dat our drummer Alfri was like "aahhh.. my leg pain!!" coz his leg is not as fast as his hand u see.. haha.. but then we play again n again.. wee~ haha...
yeeehaaa...~
haha.. so now im quite relax.. haha.. actually not so lar.. hakz.. im so bz dat i actually begin to plan my schedule for the 1st tym! and it helps... haha.. yeah.. Im not the lazy and "what the heck" Fadzley (or most of the peepz know me as totz) that i use to be.. haha.. it feels good actually.. haha... yeah.. haha.. but im still irritating n a joker.. hakz.. dat cant be help/... wahhahaa.. hehe...
Dunno why im sooo happy..
haha...
hehe...
huhu...
^_^ ~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:10 PM
Haiz.. I have been thinking a lot diz 1 months. About.. How short life is. How we should appreciate everything that we have now. About everything there is to our life.
You see.. I wonder...
What will happen later when it is time to change class?
Why must we be seperate when we are so close with each other?
Will what happen in primary school and secondary school repeat itself when we leave poly?
Why am i enjoying and suffering now?
Why did i meet all this great people and have a short memory of time with them?
Why did i meet all those people in my class only now?
Why did i meet all those people in my Dramatec only now?
Why did everything have to change?
How things will be without those people (Family, Class, Kay, Melvyn, Nad, Halimah and Shikin)?
Why is the 2nd family I form in my school life have to change later on in life?
Why can't things just stay the same?
Why can't we be what we want to be and stay with our close ones?
What will real love feels like?
When will i really meet Her?
Haiz.. ya...
I just feel like I want things to be the same. I love my family, classmate, Dramatec and my old frens. I just want things to stay the way it is. The seniors doesnt have to go.. Nobody pass away.. and life remain unchange.. haiz...
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 1:07 AM
Helo.. haha... so.. now im at home.. hehe.... Sooo tired.. juz got back from eating out.. haha... My mom's Bdae u see.. haha.. So... Now im trying to do my NS deferment which i have been delaying for the past 1 1/2 mths!.. haha.. Now cannot defer must wait for the stupid CMPB letter to personally go the place to defer.. hakz.. shucks!.. hehe... My fault oso lah.. haha..
So.. on Thursday got this meeting which i wanna suggest some ideas but restrain to do so coz of someone.. haha.. Then we gave Kenny a new nick.. B.N.C.. haha.. Bitchy News Caster.. hakz.. So chat until morning about 1.30 am... slept at bout 2.30 am n woke up at 7 am. haha..
So on Friday got make up class.. So come early but im late above 15 min.. Luckily i sms Mr Kang Leng wif the reason i got stomach ache.. which is true lah.. den he excuse me.. haha.. Lucky... And he was so generous.. He treat everyone drinks (milo hot, milo cold, teh, coffee) in the lab!.. haha.. nice of him.. Den attend lectures n blah blah.. hakz.. Then at about 2 pm meet Magg n Ishi for our song.. haha.. must make 3 new songs which is for the performance.. 1 sad song and 2 is the "fuyoo fuyoo" type.. haha.. So at about 6 pm go Drama.. It was really really fun.. i mean we do actings n etc.. haha.. Very nice ah.. We were lyk didnt realise the tym... haha...
Den on Saturday.. My band came to my crib to jam... SO we finish our first song.. haha.. It is really damn nice lor.. hakz.. They oso lucky.. come my house my mom order pizza n cook chicken rice.. haha.. Den my couz came.. haha.. Got some problem wif the 2nd song.. So we like wanna ask Mompk to sing oso.. haha.. Den we go memek house.. After dat we all go walk at the so called "haunted" park untill to interchange.. haha.. Sooo tired.. Go home den slept at bout late.. n hey.. I CONFESSED to her oredi!!! ... haha... well.. well... well.. erhm erhm.. hehe...
So juz now go out.. I go out late at bout 5.30 when suppose to meet my family at 5.30 pm at Great World City.. haha.. die. So they go there via car lah.. I go by taxi coz i go out late mah. haha.. lucky my sis paid the fare for me.. haha.. den eat until full.. haha.. At Siam Kitchen.. Me n my sis bfren(soon to be husband) haha.. we order so many drinks.. I was like ordering so many things coz i come late and my sisterS order most dat i dont really like.. So my 1st sis say juz order wat i wan lah.. Dont care how much..( as usual lar.. ) haha.. So plan to meet Halimah, Shadon n Kenny at Marina Bay to watch firework after eat.. My bro in law offer to drop me there but Kenny said the place is blocked oredi.. haha.. So i dont go.. Then kenny called say it is not block.. wah piang... But then my whole family wanna go.. SO my 1st and 3rd sis family go home.. haha... N we at the car watch the firework.. Den Shadon, Kenny n Halimah each sms to say that they cry while watching the firework.. man.... Should have been wif them.. haha.. but nvm lar.. hakz...
Well... So i now gtg.. haha.. aniwae.. wah lau... haha.. know wat,.. my hp bill for the past 3 mths my mom paid for me.. each was like $100+.. she didnt say anyting lar... but i feel a bit bad.. so muz cut down on my hp usage.. lucky never kena scold.. if last tym ah.. when i schooling.. kena scold sia.. haha.. n oso.. Im gonna get a new pc soon.. THANX to my mom.. haha... Wee~.. So.. ~tata~ haha...
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 10:01 PM
He'o... haha.. now im at school got FNDB make up lab lesson.. haha.. SO until no still HAVENT get to watch Charlie n Chocolate Factory wif the drama peepz.. haiya.. haha..
Well Monday:
Got drumming practise for NDP at Tampines. So we dramatech join in. haha.. Go to ITE Simei for the practise... At first we sooo excited.. den we get sooo tired becoz of the stupid instructor and mess up.. haha... at 8 pm we go back.. Go eat lah.. Cancel movie coz too late.. haiyah.. Den me n Kenny play pool.. hehe.. Kenny lose n hav to pay the whole game.. hehe... So got my supporter base..woohoo~.. nad n kay.. haha... Halimah on Kenny Fan Club.. haha...
Den on Tuesday:
The big day came!! Woohoo~... haha.. We plan to mit at 7.30 am to practise as our show was at about 10.30am n 1.30... But most ppl were late so we go eat breakfast n Clarke Quey Mcdonald.. haha... den we perform twice and both were like by many.. haha.. woohee!... haha.. we oso took so many photo there..haha.. den at 2pm we change to go to Tamp for the NDP drumming.. we arrived at about 5+.. at first it was quite boring but it turn out to be damn fun.. haha.. so good.. haha... esp the firework.. haha.. It was so memorable and fun to celebrate NDP and even participate in it wif my Dramatec peepz.. haha.. i will miss them man when the day they graduate.. haha,, haiz.. so... after dat we go eat and play pool.. i win kenny again.. haha.. so he have to pay again.. haha.. Soo fun.. haha... such a long, tiring and fun day.. haha...
Lastly on Wed:
I got no school! haha... Soo relaxing.. hehe.. but i have to come at 6pm for the Dramatec sub-comm interview.. haha.. so... there is us(me,kenny,nad,kay,melvin n lewis) there. haha.. So after interview plan to go watch movie but coz finish late a bit.. we cancel again.. haha.. Met halimah at TM... hakz... So we go eat at BK and play pool.. yes yes.. i know.. haha... AGAIN... haha... so i kinda give chance lah.. n lose.. haha.. but i dont mind lah... pay about $5+ onli mah.., haha.. haiz.. Den go home watch Inuyasha n Shaman King.. fun sia.. haha...
So NOW.. haha.. im at this lab.. haha.. not concentrate.. haha.. but ok lah.. hehe.. So later got someting on.. haha.. and tmr n the rest of day until next wk jamming.. got to put up 2 new songs.. for performance(we hope).. haha.. so.. ~tata~.. hehe
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 12:06 PM
hehe.. so nearly 1 week neber update... my com someting wrong.. sot ah.. haha..
Well well well wella... So from Monday to Friday school like normal.. projects n drama practises.. Sooo damn tired... haha.. Thurs n Fri diff tho.. We go to the National History Museum to practise n for both day we from clark quey walk to raffles to eat at Lau Pa Sat.. damn so many tings.. haha.. So... Now at memek house wif the peepz eating pizzas n thanx to mok who blanja us..
N tmr mayb going out wif kenny n the rest to go buy the 60s shirt ..haha.. n monday gonna hav drumming from 1-7 and then gonna go watch Charlie n Chocolate Factory mayb if all not too tired.. hahah.. see 1st liow..haha.. k k.. gtg.. tired of typing.. haha.. so gdbye n ~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 9:30 PM
Haha.. long tym never update.. haha... been bz wif stuff n etc.. hahakz... haiyah... so recap ah...
Friday:
Another normal lesson in school.. haha... Do java n etc.. den at 6 pm go drama.. hakz.. drama quite fun ah.. i mean.. got stuff to do (crying... acting..) haha... And quite a lot ppl come.. hakz.. Quite i mean.. haiz... Den go home eat at the coffee shop near prime wif the peepz from dramatec.. haha... alot of fun..
Saturday and Sunday:
Saturday stay at home whole day by sleeping, playing guitar, eat, play game, chat n the routine goes on till 3am.. haha... Den Sunday oso same.. but at 7:30 pm go out n mit Mastura at Pasir Ris interchange n she complain Pasir Ris so boring.. how i know.. she the one who ask me to go out at pasir ris.. haha.. den we walk at downtown n met faizal.. haha.. den walk back n go home.. so at home chat wif the dramatec peepz in msn and we all end up playing yahoo pool.. haha..
Now i at lab.. haha... Mr Simon ask to print the lab sheet which i forgot to print and im taking my tym while theres tutorial conducted in class! haha.. i relax ah.. haha.. take my time.. haha.. k k... ~tata~
Fadz Was Last Hear At; 8:32 AM